This is a complicated love story -- except that it involves a broken and hurting young man who finally found someone who could help him heal and come into his own, his pastor. He came to an understanding that his pastor was an Angel living among us. This conviction came from two sources. The first was the many, many occasions when the pastor was able to know things about the man that were impossible for any ordinary person to know - things that led this man to a path of healing; and second, after the pastors death, his student continued to guide him for the rest of his life. He felt - and heard - him guiding him down the path that they hd created together. The author painfully described his faith journey, i.e. his focused autobiography from early childhood from the nearly impossible struggle to maintain his very life until the two of these men met and blessed each other's lives.