It's not everyday that a girl falls in love. I guess it's true when they say it's better to be slapped with the truth than kissed with a lie. I quickly learned that once you let a person slide they start figure skating. I was done taking losses. No more lies and no more games. I loved her, but this was a different kind of love. The only love I had ever experienced was when my pants were down and legs stretched to the ceilings.This love was real and unconditional but they took it from me. I needed 'something'....hell I needed 'anything' at this point. I never understood the concept "when you die you really wake up"" until now...and this alone makes me no regular girl.