A time when she lost everything to addiction including her own heartbeat. When she had to overcome severe physical trauma, paralysis and the loss of self. After discovering and being intrigued by some of Dickinson's poetry, she decided to teach herself how to properly express feelings and thoughts through that medium. It soon started helping her understand the confusing emotions bursting through her soul and rediscover who she really is. Before long it evolved into a book, her story of survival told through poetry.