Silent Scream: Living In The Shadow Of Childhood Sexual Molestation

Shield And Protect Mother-Mother...Why did you look the other way? YOU where supposed to keep your man at bay. Shield and protect, the unwritten law of motherhood; I was violated while you simply stood. A grown mans hands down my five-year- old pants. Body parts cutting off my air... YOU MOTHER; did not care. Fondling my non - existent breast spreading my childhood legs; your 6' man committed sexual assault, actions YOU MOTHER, did not try to halt. The years went by, YOU MOTHER did not hear my cry. I see YOU MOTHER; watching out of the corner of your eye, yet YOU MOTHER continue to deny. Years upon years upon years... I was a receptacle for your mans perversions, used for many sexual excursions. You MOTHER, offered me up for your own sick need for a man, no longer afraid, I will shout my abuse as loud as I can. Allen Neil ravaged my young body... BUT YOU MOTHER, raped my soul; emotional incest... you played the roll. As an adult I confronted you with the unwritten law of motherhood and just like in the past, YOU MOTHER looked the other way... and simply stood! A powerful, brutally honest, wild, safari - like expedition through the private suffering of a childhood sexual abuse victor! The emotional torment, physical pain and self destructive behavior does not compare to the glory of the Lord that was revealed in the life of the writer. The focus is placed on the deliverance rather than the debauchery; making this story a guide to freedom by way of forgiveness. "This book details how the power of forgiveness will destroy the root of bitterness which manifest itself in shock, anger, rage, violence, emotional distress and humiliation to name a few. You can forgive the unforgivable; "I can so all things through Christ which strengthens me" (Philippians 4:13). "You can make it out of your past" the writer shouts through recall of the events that is her story yet God's business to edify the body of Christ. Follow me online at www.facebook.com/jamariea.lyons?fref=ts

• | Author: K. Jamariea Lyons
• | Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
• | Publication Date: Jun 27, 2016
• | Number of Pages: 164 pages
• | Language: English
• | Binding: Paperback
• | ISBN-10: 1533460442
• | ISBN-13: 9781533460448