Disquiet and Depression is an artist migrant's plight in semi-exile even though the Wind was her friend. The artist discovered Fernando Pessoa which helped her cope with the vagaries of life including when she started working at a customer service centre in Lisbon.All is observance :'In such a mood with a mind and heart so heavy I feel oppressed and wonder if it is good judgement to read Pessoa in this state. Have I the patience? My eyes droop in that dark tiredness of the jet lag of the depressed.'